>>22920071nah we'd actually be upset the whole world would because you'd leave an imprint somewhere and it'd be spreading the same feeling you're having which is kys, you'd spread it like a virus which is actually a phenomon. When I tried to off myself talking to the priest in bed at hospital you first of all feeling the craziest dread ever because even if you think you wanna die we are literally hard wired for self preservation it feels terrible and you reflect on all you could have done that wasn't killing yourself and two you only wanna be around your family and loved ones I could imagine being fully alone when I tried but my grandparents showed up and man seeing your own grandparents looking like he might die younger than me and that's the seed I planted all I've ever wanted is to see him succeed and live it all kinda hurts and hits a perspective
