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I just feel like if I were to move on and forget about this person, something drastic and major inside of me has changed as a result and I don’t know if it’s even possible to completely move on. It just feels like…my whole conception in my mind of love has been forever altered and changed and it’s somehow wrapped up with this person. Like I’ll always be reminded of them I think. Somehow what I’m attracted to changed where they’ve become this physical ideal in my head so I always look for or am drawn to those who look like them. I guess I just feel utterly uncertain, about the concept of moving on from this. I guess that’s the thing I try to forget it and move on in my mind all the time, but it’s been extremely difficult. I almost feel empty, which hasn’t been an issue I’ve had to deal with since a very long time, I thought I had overcome feelings like that.