>>22922467Catholicism was actually far more Mystical than we ever gave it credit for. I don't know if you figured it our or not yet, but it's becoming extremely clear to me. I'm not really bothered that I became so skeptical of the Church though, especially these days.
>>22922476>Is ir some kind of ancestral memory that is accessible somehow ?Generally, yes, obviously. That's sort of your goal. But I'm also not certain what you're asking exactly. I think you mean to ask if what you've been experiencing is some kind of genetic memory or not. In that case, without hearing more, I personally think it's just you getting a nod from them, not you remembering their dreams.
>When I'm in contact with some forms of art, I have an immense influx of creativity and ideaCreative endeavors are quite literally Magic, anon. It's the basis of many Mythologies. Apollo is probably the big one that you'd recognize. He invented Music, he was responsible for Divinely Inspired Poetry and Divination (which are the same things).
>should I focus on this?You should do that more for sure, yes. You'll first want to learn to lock into that "flow state" (inb4 muh new age) and then find reliable ways to repeatedly access it. If you can find ways to further it and refine the process so that it's exacerbated in situations you choose instead of the opposite, you can learn to direct it or enact it on your own.
There's a hell of a lot to say about this and I would like to tell you, but I should be at least a little prudent I suppose.
Look up Saraswati sometime for more.
>>22922488>Wu weiSelf-mortification, they insist, will result in the development of Siddhis. This is right around the time I'd start shrieking about blasphemy, but we don't have much of an audience for me to play with here, so I can be blunt. You don't really acquire Siddhis because you're born with them. You can learn to master your vessel though.
