>>22990829I haven't lost my objectives yet. I'm just unsure how or what I'm feeling. It's like having several contradictions be active at the same time. I'm remarkably sane I'm not prone to hallucinations like other people which I'm happy for.
The driver steering wheel has been removed and I'm stuck in a car that's going crazy.
My life keeps getting more humilating.
FUCK there is so real way to explain it. I get so fucking angry these days it makes me want to cut a finger or a toe because if I do that people will know something is up with me instead of just seeing me as normal. and that is pleasurable somehow
