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family matters

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>be me
>jew
>25
>moved away from family long ago, still stay in touch of course. holidays and so on
>shabbos, last week
>go to see father and mother, I knock on the door and he's completely disgracing shabbos, scrolling his phone like some retard
>am infuriated at the sight, cannot stand this because at a child he would drill hebrew and torah into me incessantly.
>my jew kvetching completely takes over at the fucking sight
>what's the point, father? What's the point of all of this?
>you're the FUCKING one who taught me. you were the one who sat me down and said THIS day was different, that it was a MITZVAH, that it was what kept us CONNECTED. You told me the candles were the light of Shabbat, but now you just let them sit there, unlit. You said we had to disconnect from the world, and now I see you scrolling on your phone right in front of me. YOU CARE MORE ABOUT FUCKING FACEBOOK AND COINBASE
>he tries to cut me off but i continue raising my hand
>did it mean nothing? was it all a lie? every time we walked to shul, every kiddush, every blessing was that just a motherfucking performance? you taught me to value something that you yourself apparently don't even believe in anymore. You don't get to do that. You don't get to just throw it away like it was nothing and expect me to keep doing it on my own, for the sake of a tradition you’ve abandoned. You're no better than the fucking Muslism in your hypocrisy
>you're a hypocrite. That's what you are. You're just too lazy to give a fuck anymore.
>father stands up like he is about to deck me so I get my footing but he steps back
>says
>a fucking hypocrite?
>you have no idea what I've done. You think this is a game?, judging me from the comfortable life I broke my back to give you! I carried this for decades! I just want to be normal for a chance, Son.
>you want Shabbat? You go have Shabbat. Go home Benjamin. Stay the fuck away from my house
>called him a kike and left immediately