>>23091550I didn't at the time. My sister was right there begging with me but she turned into a mom pleaser just to avoid ever making her upset ever again. We have an ok relationship now but back then I had to go to therapy after threatening to kill her with a kitchen knife. I blamed her greediness on a lot of problems but it was really my mom the whole time.
Around 12-13 I got heavily into computers as an escape and I'm "successful" now since I turned my hacking obsession into a cybersec career, but I'm a very fucked up person in the head. A lifetime of faking it though I'm pretty good at it and get along with people.
I've got weird issues I need to keep buried like I fucking HATE CHRISTMAS and shit like that.
