>>23119968>i can always off myself some other time if it doesnt work outthat is very true
along with any other number of drastic options to change things
it's good to remember that, you have the freedom to choose at any point
>but some family members would be sad so i canti understand how this might sound, but i think it's better not to take familiy into account for certain decisions, especially when deciding what's right for you, and especially when you're in a position where your needs aren't met
you have to put on your own oxygen mask first, and if you're getting to a poitn where you're happy, any family who cares about you will understand in the end
shit idk really
>i guess ill try sorting things out again>>23119970>thanks i guess>ill trytry to look at the tasks as a friend or older sibling telling you what might be good to do, rather than a todo list
idk if that makes sense
i'm just saying, it's easy not to be motivated if you just see it as pointless work
fuck i don't know how to communicate what i'm trying to
