I have schizophrenia diagnosed by our so called Earthly doctors, how do I know? I feel like someone hacked my instagram account and can see anything I do, and I know it's not real shit sucks, after pills I have no desire to do anything I'm a zombie, but without pills I feel normal except for these wierd thoughts opinions?
Anonymous
>>23122509 Also I know the epstein files
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122509 It's God, and through the mark of the beast such as
4chan.org/ x you are receiving great delusions. Stop worshiping the beast and reject the mark of the beast. Get these things off of your head.
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122511 Also reject drugs, pharmakia.
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>>23122509 Too much ego bro. Phones and computers are the devil. Who gives a shit if someone hacked your instagram - it’s never yours.
Anonymous
well I would much rather be a zombie with a manageable life than an insufferable retard with delusions if on doubt write down your thoughts and convince yourself they're illogical, find a more reasonable explanation or solution (e.g. just change your password or don't post private stuff on instagram) and rewire your brain to reason instead of this kinda magical thinking I've had to cope with fairly severe anxiety and intrusive thoughts and at some point also felt dumbed down by SSRIs and other meds, luckily I don't need to take those anymore, so that's my two cents I guess best of luck with therapy fren
Anonymous
>>23122509 >I feel like someone hacked my instagram account and can see anything I do just stop using instagram
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>>23122509 There’s no such thing as schizophrenia. It’s the demons trying to convince you to take drugs
Anonymous
>>23122514 the thing is, I feel like I actually want to do things without meds, I feel alive, I want to move out, I want to work, do all that productive stuff, but on meds I just play video games and do nothing all the time, but yeah then again I'm "normal" couch potato without any stupid thoughts
Anonymous
>>23122509 How do you live with the fact interdimensional space demons who are actually fallen angels spawns are able to communicate directly to you and command you to do their bidding?
Pray to Christ so he can free you from their shackles.
CHRIST IS KING.
Anonymous
>>23122514 Terrible advice
Talk therapy for a few sessions
Do not mention God or the universe
Don't get meds but ask for coping strategies
Being a zombie with a manageable life makes one no more useful than a worm in the dirt
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122512 Also reject 4chan entirely, /pol/ posts include lude images to inject you with lustful thoughts, and through these you receive grand delusions eventually. Fight even the urge to look, learn how to control yourself, and stop coming to 4chan unless you know how to control them; not looking, but also learning how to route your energy elsewhere every time you glance at something.
Best to avoid 4chan entirely until you know how to do this. But regardless, even 4chan is run by the beast, therefore it is not safe.
Anonymous
>>23122519 >Schizoposts about demons >Goes on off topic rant about a demon king from some random desert culture Meds!
Anonymous
>>23122509 High dose LSD. Take 1000 micrograms to reset your brain.
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
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>>23122515 And this, and
X.com , etc etc.
Make your own, reject everything that is not fully open source hardware and software that you control. Reject it ALL. If you do not, you are doomed, paranormally. You have been warned, and, deep inside you already know. If you have been waiting for a sign, here it is.
>DAMAD lol Anonymous
>>23122509 If you put a small nail downward through the centre top of your skull it increases connectivity
>t. has a thumbtack stuck in his head right now Anonymous
>>23122519 aliens are fren...
Anonymous
>>23122509 Weird thoughts are fine if you don’t act on them, so fuck the meds.
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>>23122514 >>23122509 Technically i've tame myself just to be not entitled and settle to the idea of being a zombie, an irrelevant person a nobody. Listening to voices might be too extravagant
Im older now and being a lifeless. Zombie is normal.
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>>23122521 When you do come here, come here to laugh at the whole thing. Do not take anything on 4chan seriously. That would be your first mistake, as it is like "worshipping". Come here for a laugh, but go elsewhere to ground your mind in the real world and away from delusions. I don't know how it all works, but it works.
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>>23122518 really weird, I don't do anything anymore, like something took away all my motivation to really work or get started on something. Just enough energy to do the minimum or do maintenance work around the house. I can barely or scarcely write anything either, I feel like if I write something down someone else is watching or will find my words on the paper and decide they need to intervene. I don't want that so I think rather than act. paralysed.
Anonymous
>>23122509 High Acuity of Schizophrenia means you are unlocking your mind. The hardest part is to not fall to it's traps. You have to know the difference between falsehoods and reality. Once you can discern it you will be able to see 10 seconds into the future, know what others would say or be given the blueprints of something that would change every life on the earthly beings.
>t.member of a highly secretive world organization that are being actively suppressed and hun MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122525 You need to understand karma, or you need to go to the hospital asap.
Anonymous
>>23122527 I don't hear voices, I don't fucking dance naked, but I might be in an early stage, I feel like this thing escalates, the more I wait the more things come through, for example I did not had these thoughts about instagram a week ago. Now they're here.
It's ogre for me, seriously fuck the meds so bad, they made me fat (its a side effect but doctors dont give a fuck)
Anonymous
>>23122518 You on meds is like me sober
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122527 Untrue. Even looking is not OK.
>>23122531 This is sort of true, but you need to understand that it is NOT ok to abuse, or even want, supernatural powers. This is perhaps the final test. Do not dwell in it. Let it be and trust God only.
Anonymous
>>23122509 Wait until you start seeing demons, it's awesome.
Anonymous
>>23122510 >>23122509 I hear the fairies don't like iron.
Try seeing if that will fix it.
Anonymous
>>23122532 No thank you tripfag retard
You tell people to leave the one place where truth occasionally leaks out from the outside edges while maintaining an account
You don't need to be schizophrenic to know you fuckin glow my lizard wizard
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>>23122509 This is why you need to sleep at night, or you'll turn into OP
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122536 You are literally damned. You are SO fucked, you have no idea what is coming. I am sorry for you.
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>>23122509 Hang in there friend
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122538 Share a pic of your head with a thumbtack in it, then take it out and take a pic, and then go to the hospital. You will do none of these things.
Anonymous
>>23122540 What if we aren't part of your Saturn worshipping death cult?
What then, nigger?
Anonymous
>>23122523 That "works" for ptsd and drug addictions.
Thise drugs are likely to make schizophrenia worse.
Anonymous
>>23122535 Funny thing about God is that anyone can be him. Religion is meant to hold back Mankind. Who put such restrictions on Mankind knows about our true nature. 50,000 years ago wasn't a natural incident. Something induced the earth's destruction and tried to wipe out Humanity.
Anonymous
I have decided, I will take the meds, I will fucking go to this joke of a doctor, and tell him I DONT WANT MEDS THAT MAKE ME FAT, just give me some normal shit Jesus, also I don't want man boobs because he told me that might be one side-effect, you're fucking kidding me?
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122542 Around your head, write /pol/IAmNailed so we know that it's you, and share the pics.
Anonymous
>>23122542 I'm not the OP, faggot; I have nothing to prove, and I'm certainly not going to post images of my soul on a Indian basket weaving forum because a glownigger demanded that I identify myself
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Hey OP former psycho here. I was able to recover without meds but to do that you have to be mad rational. Like you have to be able to see or hear something insane and go "Ok, nice try inner demons" and shut them down. It's not for everyone but with practice you can do it. I recommend you learn to control your inner monologue, really helps in moments of panic if you can just shut thoughts and feelings off and be calm.
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>>23122509 >best approach try different pills
otherwise your life will quickly collapse
and you will end up homeless on the streets
Anonymous
>>23122546 Good luck, remember if they get you to seppuku you lose
Don't lose to those faggots
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122543 You don't understand what the mark of the beast entails, nor what it means to have the mark on your forhead, nor what it means to worship the image of the beast.
You are worshipping the image of the beast. It is not just about the cult of Saturn.
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122545 Goedel's incompleteness theorem disagrees with you. The crows laugh at you.
Anonymous
>>23122551 funny you say that, I had heavy seppuku thoughts after meds, but they subsided
Anonymous
>>23122533 What the actual fuck are you talking about?
You mean your actual Instagram?
I thought you meant that you feel like other entities or people can see through your eyes
What makes you think your account was hacked?
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>>23122547 Oy vey kikel, this goyim won't be listening to you today
It's almost like the rabbi that bit off your foreskin lied about your supremacy
MONꓘ, David, Ben, whocares, whatever.
>>23122548 It's because you're a liar, and you are damned.
Anonymous
>>23122555 I like something, and I feel like someone knows what I've liked, also I masturbate and I feel like someone is watching through my camera
you feel me?
Anonymous
>>23122558 That's so minor, you don't need meds for that.
Just stop giving a fuck and your problem is solved lol
Anonymous
>>23122544 They can fix any affliction of the mind.
Anonymous
>>23122559 I'm afraid the more I wait, the worse it will get, now it's instagram, month later I will start seeing things then what?
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>>23122552 Not on my forehead, jeetnigger Jew, the soul receives from above, not below like when you ilk bows your heads to hell and receive instruction through thy black box
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>>23122557 Stay mad, your God hates you, pedophile hypocrite
Anonymous
>>23122561 I've had full on breaks with reality it doesn't work like that.
You just kinda wig out and start hearing and seeing things that aren't there not like....
>oh no someone might be seeing my pp I'm not on meds and I saw the literal Christian devil, no excuses op.
Anonymous
>>23122509 Does schizophrenia also impede one's ability to understand that he has schizophrenia? I don't think I've ever encountered a schizophrenic who acknowledged he had it and didn't act on the voices in his head.
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trust in god, he can protect you from these negative thoughts and he loves you and cares for you more than you will ever know, hope you get better anon
Anonymous
>>23122558 That's a fucking normal thought.
That's literally the reality we're in, the government and hackers watch you through your cameras all the time, I used to hack people's cameras myself, including at stores and stuff.
You shouldn't rust that shit
Instagram os literally just you posting shit for others to see
Don't fuck with the meds, your psychiatrist is probably a gas lighting faggot. If you're on the pills you need to stop slowly, otherwise I'll fuck you up and night actually make your schizo
This surely is a troll thread
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>>23122553 YOU ARE SHACKLED TO MORALS AND RULES. I AM FREE TO BE MY OWN. WE ARE NOT THE SAME. CHANGE IS COMING. MAN IS WAKING AND NO BEING BEYOND WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP US EARTHBOUND ANYMORE! WE ARE THE MARK OF MAN.
Anonymous
>>23122565 I have no idea, I was told I have schizophrenia, It might be fucking anything to be honest, doctors told me its this and they gave me pills for it it's not my opinion, I just know that it's ridiculous someone can see my PP through instagram camera
>>23122564 Jesus, thats harsh man
Anonymous
>>23122523 1000 is a lot, you'd probably wind up like pic related if you took that much
Anonymous
>>23122565 It does.
Two reasons
1) delusions are funner than reality so crazy people can prefer them to what they really are and refuse to take any action that might end the waking dream
2) primitive beliefs, which are beliefs you can't bring yourself to question like what your name is. Even if the government said "Your name is not your name it's Zarplex" you wouldn't believe them. That's how schizos are about whatever they're schizo about.
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>>23122509 Which drug? You might have to try around some until you find the one that fits you best.
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Schizophrenia is common in domesticated animals. A byproduct I suppose. Where is your family from?
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>>23122569 Don't sweat it it worked out really good for me.
But I do spend a lot of time now looking out for other crazies because most crazies never recover.
But if you're just worried people can watch you goon, that's normal.
Anonymous
Anonymous
>>23122509 Okay, you got quantum entangled with a chick. Fast forward, go full vegan, cut out all animal foods, press on antiparasitics,
Bonus mode: Craft a silcone sheet for your mouse, get a silicone keyboard cover, boil them every day. Try to avoid eating with your hands.
You're infected with parasites and are reinfecting yourself regularly. Comes from animal foods and the nanoscale eggs from your poophands / nails.
Before being quantum entangled with that heartbreaker chick this was already a thing but now she has something to attack you with (the worms.)
She loves you arguably but if you tilt towards sick any more she'll literally try to kill you.
You're sedentary, and stuck on the computer b/c you want to solve for money. Simple shid really, just pipe trading signals into a prop firm account, they use old legacy dogshit windows setups so make a firewall with a Pi that only lets certain IPs through to your trading box. Once the money comes in you'll "be free" to "sss, get so free, near ya (her)."
Blog too, secretly. Post to her. You're invisible. I suggest quitting forums too.
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>>23122565 >>23122571 Oh and just to add to that, they add new primitive beliefs constantly.
If you try to help them and tell them they're not Jesus or whatever they'll believe you're a government agent or a demon or an alien and nothing you say will change their mind.
It's fucked.
Anonymous
Anonymous
>>23122522 Oh look. An schizo demented wild kike appears at the mention of Jesus Christ.
Like flies attracted to the light, every single time.
Crux Sacra Sit Mihi Lux.
Non Draco Sit Mihi Dux.
Vade Retro Satana! Nunquam Suade Mihi Vana.
Sunt Mala Quae Libas. Ipse Venena Bibas.
Anonymous
>>23122576 how the fuck do you know that
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>>23122509 if you know the thoughts are not real then you don't need pills. but do you truly know they are not real? why take pills if the thoughts are not a problem?
Anonymous
>>23122580 that's all sz is buddy
Anonymous
>>23122509 Why are schizos so self-important? My bum ass cousin is a schizo who tears his walls down to search for hidden microphones; no one gives a shit about you my nigga. Meanwhile I can’t even get a date I‘m pretty sure I’m invisible to everyone on the planet at this point at least the women
Anonymous
>>23122582 hey man, I don't really want that quantum shit, can you make it disappear?
Anonymous
>>23122571 >primitive beliefs I'm having trouble understanding how this relates. Are you saying that the beliefs schizophrenics develop while under the influence of delusions, are so "primitive" that they are almost hardwired into their brains? So if a schizophrenic started believing he was the second coming of Christ, that belief would be encoded at the lower levels of the brain?
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>>23122579 Kikes want you to worship their God, dumbass
Anonymous
Anonymous
>>23122584 If you hate her then break it off. Just means find another girl.
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>>23122526 Nope. They're demons in disguise. Just to take you away from christ.
Now don't be silly and not believe any weird funky stuff those alien demons tell you while on dmt/ayahuasca/lsd
Pls.
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>>23122585 Yes, the delusions are foundational truths, even when they literally just made them up minutes ago.
That's why it's such a challenge getting through to a schizo who has totally lost their shit.
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>>23122584 Also you need religion here.
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>>23122565 everyone is actually schizophrenic, because the truth is that all thoughts are false illusions. you are not your thoughts. the schizophrenic thing comes into play when people generate thoughts that conflict with a base narrative of the self, which creates too much confusion. but that base narrative of the self is also false, which is why i said everyone is schizophrenic, because you are not your thoughts
Anonymous
>>23122588 ok, and everything will go back to normal?
Anonymous
>>23122584 Another thing, going vegan and pushing antiparasitics makes the whole thing very faint. If you can just drop her completely it'll prob go away.
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>>23122509 >but without pills I feel normal except for these wierd thoughts You got got by Big Pharma. Everyone has weird and intrusive thoughts. EVERYONE. The difference between the actually insane and normal people is that you're healthy if you can recognize delusions aren't real.
Unless there's something you're not telling us.
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>>23122509 That’s rough if true, OP. I would normally recommend massive doses of ickiest sticky but according to our earthen doc’s it would trigger a manic episode for you. Personally I’d still do it anyway but I’m a junkie.
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>>23122570 Absolutely not. OP will go through a spiritual transformation, he will hear the voice of God revealing itself to him and curing his broken mind.
If he does go naked and run around it will be only from the joy of being healed and that is understandable.
Anonymous
>>23122593 Between going vegan and antiparasitics that's the main reason for losing one's mind. If you're truly over this girl then you have nothing to go crazy over, but you need to bond with another chick. It's like other people getting sucked into the magnetic fields of your deep fused connection.
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>>23122518 antipsychotics are literal poison lmao
you're beyond retarded if you take them
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>>23122594 >>23122593 The leaf is fucking with you
I haven't seen you mention s girl or money
Schizophrenia might be parisites though, but from what you said it's not even schizophrenia. See my post
>>23122567 Anonymous
>>23122598 Thanks man, I had one chick long time ago, but I broke with her 2 months later, and I got entangled with this one. I felt free when I was with that other one
Anonymous
>>23122583 I have a theory about schizophrenia regarding this. I think what happens at a physiological level is that the super ego becomes disconnected from the rest of the personality, so that whenever the super ego thinks, the schizophrenic perceives that as a separate voice from God. The super ego is where morality decisions are made, so anything it says appears to be from a "higher" place. So the schizophrenic confuses his own moral thoughts as a voice imposing on his mind. "Save the world" goes from being a notion or passing thought, to a command from a divine authority.
Anonymous
>>23122601 You take neuroleptics because of some bitch? Stop taking that shit you'll get fat, diabetic, get permanent motor issues etc.
I'd rather take the schizophrenia
Anonymous
>>23122603 leaf man is right, but I feel like this will be just a temporary solution, can I really break this bond with her or just pause it? that's the question
Anonymous
>>23122601 Yeah, women aren't entirely "of" this world. Their forms are hard but they are more of the underlying essence of the world. Enveloping things. People of interest.
Like the egg and the seed. The seed breaks new ground, the egg -is- the ground.
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>>23122545 Oh look. Finally, a gnostic lunatic spoonfed lies and bullshit by Satan and his sons spewing out spiritualism and demonic lies
It actually took longer than expected
Gnostics are really the most dense "enlightened" morons to ever be.
Just like the elites worshipping a false god thats is just a speckle of dust in the sight of THE ONE TRUE CREATOR, THE ALMIGHTY EVERLASTING ALL POWERFUL GOD. JESUS CHRIST. EHYE ASHER EHYE.
it's cute you faggots believing you ever stood a chance
Anonymous
>>23122604 If you know you can move on. It's that easy.
It's a lot more challenging to hang on than to drop a connection.
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>>23122604 you don't have any bond with any woman lmao you're schizophrenic. you have a gf right now? thought so, anyway those shitty pills will ruin your life in different ways from schizo nonsense, either way you're basically fucked
Anonymous
>>23122607 okay, time to make things right
Anonymous
>>23122607 Just be invisible, don't have an online presence. Ghost her out.
Find the new chick.
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Ok given that we know this shit reads minds and call anyone am gonna call every shrink and tell them to disregard the voices and ask about their mothers
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>>23122609 Okay, good luck.
Anonymous
>>23122605 >Yeah, women aren't entirely "of" this world I get what you're saying but I think you didn't word it right. Men are generally "in" this world, and women are "of" this world. They are guided almost entirely by unconscious impulses.
Anonymous
>>23122610 any other advice? sorry I'm so blunt
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>>23122509 The whole gang here have got this niggle, the whole school is against them? This got chucked like the wind that was blowing.
The first thing I noticed was that the school and their parents seemed to be working together in an attempt to appease the bully. Not only did they make fun of the nigger, but he became a tranny and started larping as a schizo in /pol/.
Anonymous
>>23122583 >>23122602 https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung It's literally documented governments do this shit to people, including random children for no reason at all, and sometimes they'll literally sabotage a child's entire life based on a suspicion the kid will grow up to be a that to the system in some way.
Hidden microphones are am actual thing. They'll literally break into your house just to change your clock or move a paper somewhere else to gaslight you into thinking you're loosing it, or to remind you that their still there.
If you call them out, they'll "diagnose" you schizophrenic, just like op, inorder to discredit you and deprive you of rights.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sluggish_schizophrenia >>23122604 Anonymous
>>23122613 They're literally the makers of the dream, but they think in long long terms. We need haste.
Our realities are more solid so they envy and want to be with us men. Slow emergence is boring.
They're "outside" of the simulation. Just ask.
Anonymous
>>23122564 Devil and demons are all too real.
Sleep paralysis is one way to experience it.
Op's mind is more susceptible to their influence. Might be something with brain waves and frequencies. Some retards do drugs to get high and get into those interdimensional demon spirits frequencies.
All too tiring. Just accept God as your savior and strike the head of the snake.
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>>23122614 I can't give finding new chick advice. I'm of the belief just make your life good and fun and profitable and let her step into your bubble. That's what happened to me but I didn't have money. Now i will.
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>>23122618 OP doesn't need to hear about that if he's just experiencing good ol' fashioned paranoia.
Anonymous
>>23122617 to break the bond is easier, therefore its the correct wayt right? why would I even want that connection (not to mention with person like her)
Anonymous
>>23122614 If she cheated on you or something, you should give her a second chance. There are no untouched unicorn types.
Just own her, make a cashtrap she can just lounge in.
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>>23122509 Try taking high doses of magensium. In schizophrenics the they can't absorb magnesium properly and the deficiency fucks with the neurons in the brain, leading to psychosis.
Anonymous
>>23122621 Women are basically blank slates, you can make her whatever you want. Just price out and space out the competition.
Anonymous
>>23122622 >>23122624 Ok ok, but why would I need that connection? Is there any reward from that? I don't have idea how to make money
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>>23122622 Give her home work to keep her busy. Then she won't complain at all.
If she workin, she happy. That's why career women get stuck out there and die alone.
Anonymous
>>23122625 If you don't mind my asking why did you dump her?
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>>23122518 What thoughts do you have that point to schizophrenia?
Anonymous
>>23122627 I didn't but I'm now getting signals she did something during my absence and thats not okay with me. I wanted to go out with her but she moved out, now she won't talk to me (reinforcing my feeling she did something) so I'm like fuck this, you don't want this then why would I want that?
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>>23122625 The connection benefit is you can own her.
Anonymous
>>23122629 Okay, she left and you still want her.
Women are dumb (forgive me,) and she's probably old and getting older. And ashamed.
Grind making money. You got her.
Do the vegan shid for easy mode. You're a grown ass man you don't need baby food.
Anonymous
>>23122631 >Grind making money. You got her. this is the part where I'm failing, I don't know how and I won't do any illegal shit like you mentioned in the first post
Anonymous
>>23122509 >wierd thoughts i still can`t use the vacuum cleaner without fighting the urge to see if it can suck my eyes out ...
Anonymous
>>23122632 lol, prop firms are fully legal fren.
Trading signals from tradingview are basic stuff. It's super lucrative, and you can up the trading leverage 2x-3x within the wiggle room for more cash.
There's no illegal aspect going on there.
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>>23122633 That's called intrusive thoughts, and could be a symptom.
Either way, this is a troll thread
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>>23122509 Get off the pills and dedicate yourself to jihad.
>>23122523 The streets should run red with the blood of the nonbeliever pig dogs.
>>23122534 Violence is the answer.
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>>23122632 Basically you need like $50 for a prop firm account that gives you $5k to trade with. Put in a profitable mechanism like a good trading signal (I'm not going to suggest one, just do due diligence,) and you can build a very fast upward cash track.
If you tokenized your favourite game for the first bits of cash you'd basically be in heaven, flipping those pennies for dollars for the prop firm fee. Solana flips p much. Then you'd be playing games as work and piling on prop firm cash to bot with.
Anonymous
>>23122634 what If I fail, you mentioned she will literally kill me
Anonymous
>>23122509 >except for these wierd thoughts those weird thoughts will get worse and worse and eventually ruin everything in your life
take your meds, you'll get used to the zombie feeling
eat a good diet
exercise as much as possible, those thoughts will get anxiety and depression going and staying active is a good way to counter this
Try to hold a job, preferably where you do physical labor. Sitting at home all day will only open the door for depression
Be as nice as possible to everyone you know and work with, eventually you are going to be out and 'off' and might get irrationally angry and cause a scene. If everyone knows you as being super nice and positive, its easier to recover socially from these dips
This also trains your brain to think positive and is a hedge against constant negative thoughts
NO WEED
Again, NO WEED
Weed will ease a down turned mood and will slow down your thoughts when things are racing, but it is a stimulant that will only feed your condition. It does make our condition worse, its a bandaid that rips open the wound even deeper when it comes off.
Alcohol is also not the best either. Socially its okay, but the mood uplifting effects can lead to dependancy and the lowered inhibitions can open the door for the thoughts to race and start spiraling.
Stay on your treatments, stick with whatever therapy they assign you to. Your symptoms will go down and its easy to stop treatment, which opens the door for the thoughts to come back
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>>23122638 the upward mobility track is so mickey mouse, don't use any credit.
I'll make some dapps you can grind pennies out with playing your fav fps game. I gotta think about this.
Then you gotta make scripts that flip those pennies on Solana coins. Like click in / click out, on old post-first-wave coins that bots have left behind, their charts look horrible p much but there's no drama grabbing 50% gains on those.
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>>23122558 Maybe someone should be watching through a camera? Don't be afraid to shine if you are a star. Fucking shine bro! If that means killing a lot of people or getting naked and skewering midget braphogs then so be it.
Anonymous
>>23122638 I agree with
>>23122639 's post about no weed and eat good. About exercising and being physical, these are huge neuronal cables that are like near impossible to cross,
My choice personally is a weight loss stack and indoor computer work but that's a fence you have to figure out.
Anonymous
>>23122520 For anything else, yeah, but schizophrenia? This guy is likely to be a genuine danger to society without being completely zombified.
Anonymous
>>23122558 Just blog and stream your shit to her. You get 1 DM.
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Fucked If you take the pills, fucked if you dont take them. The pills turn people into absolute zombies, they dont come back the same. BY taking pills you destroy your old self for the safety of your body and others. THe voices always always eventually reveal themselves as God.. So many people. It surely cannot be a coindidence
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>>23122644 >>23122642 ok, Jesus, I will do what you said the bacteria killing thing. Also when I write to her directly, why is the feeling numb after that? She only reacts good to non-direct contact
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>>23122643 No more so than vexxies, niggers, or psychopaths like cops and politicians
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Antonin Artaud, the French writer, went through the same cycle you’re describing: doctors numbing him into a zombie vs. living in his own visions. Society fears schizophrenia because it reveals truths they’d much rather bury. The trick isn’t to let the visions run wild, but to harness them as art, ritual, science or creation. Op I recommend you check out Antonin Artaud if you havnt already. It will bring comfort you arent alone. The people of the world rather revel in normallacy than absurdity.
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>>23122509 Lithium orotate is available over the counter, and unless you swallow the whole bottle at once has no side effects like the prescription kind.
It calms the waves.
Probably enough to function.
It still just a crutch.
You NEED Jesus.
See...
>>23122554 Also, why do you not cover this up?
>>23122554 This is 2025, anon; of course they are watching.
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>>23122546 I rejected those meds too because of weight gain, but once I got on a low dose of risperdal the first time, I couldn’t believe my mind had gotten me so low in life. It’s not a lot but I have been employed 14 years and people think I’m completely normal and not a paranoid delusional not long ago. I put on a good bit of weight but nothing gross.
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>>23122642 >About exercising and being physical, these are huge neuronal cables that are like near impossible to cross, I'm pretty dumb and I'm not sure what you mean, could you elaborate?
I'll just add that being physical has done great things for my symptoms as well as the general malaise and depression chronic conditions can cause.
Most of the medications will also cause weight gain, so countering that will help offset this as well.
My labor job suggestion was also made in the sense of having a job where you aren't working a service position. Hard work to wear out the body while being low stress to ease the mind.
I struggled for years and years working hospitality and other service jobs and switching to working at a recycling plant was a shock but ended up being amazing for managing my symptoms.
If they can land an indoor job that isn't high stress and doesn't deal with the public, that could be a great fit too. I just feel like having physical activity built in with your job helps a ton because if you're ''off'' and struggling to make it through your workday without ruining your life, its very hard to be motivated for exercise afterwards.
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Bro I have schizophrenia but never take the meds. Just take tons of nootropics, work out, do multiple forms of meditation, and don't take the thoughts in your mind seriously (meditation will help with this), and will yourself to feel joy in everything you do, and don't take the paranoia and fear and other negative emotions seriously. Also as long as you can breath you can control emotions through breath. Make it a constant duty to will power your way through this. I've had lots of hallucinations and it sucks at the pool or public places or when I get robbed while vulnerable etc. but the nootropics and working out and everything really helps.
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>>23122652 Man, you know the kinda traffic that will cause.
More people ain't necessarily a good thing.
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>>23122653 Glad you made it home safe, 4chan-Hilter!
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>>23122509 how is a mentally ill person politics
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>>23122654 >>23122652 It's a shitty place
The mods are worse than here
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>>23122654 The die is cast.
https://x.com/CheetoH1TLER/status/1880068927147118731?t=Sko-_b2vjHVR6huM2Ualsg&s=19 check the views. The people are ready for the truth. And the fren-maxxing bros know the deal.
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>>23122657 >The mods are worse than here I haven't engaged enough to meet the tard-wrath.
I just know that there will be a verboten discussion/activity list that will have to be discovered the hard way.
It still beats sharty.
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>>23122509 I AM INSIDE YOUR BRAIN, LET ME OUT, I WANT TO DEVOUR THE WORLD
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>>23122509 That’s because you’re schizophrenic. Normal people don’t feel this way. The belief that others somehow hacked your life is pretty much the textbook definition of schizophrenia.
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>>23122657 Mods lol. Where we are going you won't need mods
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>>23122509 >>23122510 You’re a targeted individual, go onto
bitchute.com and search up “gang stalking Australia”. Figure it out, pretend like nothings happening in your day to day life and never reveal the full extent of what they are doing to you because it’s designed to make you look/sound crazy so just accept that they will successfully get away with certain things and that you have to just let it happen because they want you to address certain things.
One of my experiences, they conducted multiple surgeries on me wile I was organizing protests against the government. Like literally going into my house wile im sleeping and waking up with clear signs that my body had been opened up and sealed and then the gang stalkers would make theatrical mimicry of my morning reaction to realizing that Canadian intelligence had conducted a surgery on me wile I was sleeping. Basically, their perps would walk by me, look me in the eyes with the most sadistic smiles imaginable and mimic the exact way a reacted once I woke up that morning. I don’t tell anyone in my personal life about it, just the most redpilled individuals who are also (for the most part) targeted individuals as well.
God bless, I just said a prayer for you and I hope you figure things out.
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>>23122658 X is more subtle.
They just shadow ban things they don't want getting loose.
That makes you feel more like you have failed.
Guess that's a good sign.
I know it's only a matter of time before the "you broke the rules," cucks make life miserable like everywhere else...except sharty.
They let the troons make you miserable.
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>>23122659 Spread the tards.
Aten !LYEuHuoDEM
>>23122519 If Christ is King why don't you just pray directly to the Christ, rather than upholding all this whacky Jesus mythology, which requires plenty of faith with a main course of word salad?
The Buddhist pill is so white bro, all Dharmas are empty so there's no NEED for faith. That's what I learned, when I got to the bottom of my Mind. I never SAW the Logos I simply was required to have FAITH that there is a Logos, and then after Jesus murdered me I had to take the extra step of having Faith that JESUS IS THE LOGOS!
In actuality, especially if you are struggling with psychosis, the emptiness of All Dharmas is at the bottom of the Mind.
And there is even the teaching that doubt IS the Tathagata (Nirvana Sutra). This is 2100 years before Descartes. I used to be a very well-read philosopher, but I gave that all up.
Praying the hail Mary when I was either targeted or spending time near psychosis is the BIGGEST regret of my life, it essentially killed me. I should have just realized all Dharmas are empty instead of conjuring whacky faith in nonsensical Words.
This is what currently keeps me sane. At the bottom of my mind is the emptiness of All Dharmas. If you check with a genuine heart and brain you will also find that at the bottom of your subconscious it is clear as day that All Dharmas are Empty.
This requires no faith, is an Aryan teaching, and is actually what you all believe, because doubt is the Tathagata and you are all Buddhas.
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>>23122661 I hope you are at least getting PAID to do the glowniggers' work.
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>>23122665 I'm skrred.
Have you SEEN what sharty is?!
Two words:
Nickado Avocado.
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>>23122509 As long as you recognize these thoughts to be abnormal and don’t act upon them. If they become pervasive and you fear the results if you comply with these thoughts, definitely stick to your meds. It’s not your fault your mind is like this. Find a balance between your sanity and your safety. Work with your doc finding a med level that allows you to function.
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>>23122661 No it's not. It's the preoccupation and emotional obsession that makes it an issue. Everyone is aware that they're being monitored constantly, it's obvious just from youtube suggestions, everything we do, say, and probably even think is constantly monitored and analyzed. It's when people react badly to this being monitored that you have an issue, the kinds who melt down and start accusing random people of stalking them and whatever.
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>>23122646 She hates you talking to her without money. Or at least a hope of money.
Quant it up buddy! Take the sitpill. Fastest money route.
If you go out in the world you lose her 100%. You can't flip to chad you're too sedentary. Take Sigma instead.
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>>23122668 Fucking zoomies murdering intellectualism.
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>>23122509 Tsunami warning kamchatka so what happened 87 rounded up birth year and then 88
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>>23122666 Lol no it's HERESY to pray to Christ. Enjoy living with a madman Chandala. I had a vision of your heaven pic related is what Jesus has in store for yall. He also brought back asylums last week so I guess that's what the "Father" meant by
>On earth as it is in heaven I literally saw where you all end up it looks like this
Chuds.
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>>23122664 Sharty. I post my serious death threats on catchan or mlpol. When my manifesto is done then they will see.
https://archive.org/details/2girls-1cupvideo my advice is buy as much glycerin as you can. A walkin freezer and some nitric acid.
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>>23122667 Just offering common sense advice.
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>>23122671 I know internet money is the fastest money there is, I was thinking of connecting with celebrities and selling some sort of art work, lil tay made 1 mil in 3 hours, so thats a way too. Or I'm just delusional lol
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>>23122651 It's like a person who's schizophrenic tends to be very sitting-prone, and flipping that to go physical requires a total personality change. Typically doesn't take.
There's gold in dem dere pits (the pit you're in when you sit too much.) Gotta find out how to make it work if you want the fast route. Otherwise you're just 9-to-5ing it into hopelessness.
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>>23122509 >I feel normal except for these wierd thoughts Its called pattern recognition. Its a normal trait to have. They just want to keep your mind broken so you dont notice any more.
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>>23122509 >>23122510 We’re you part of any group chats or online groups looking into Epstein island and Lolita express? Did you participate in group conversations that lead to cutting edge discoveries about their activities? We’re you a key individual that was able to help everyone else piece things together faster?
Did you help spread the information online within Florida based group chats?
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>>23122676 >Just offering common sense advice. No.
This isn't 1980; it's 2025.
You are either a paid operative or a functional moron who loves being ignorant of the world in which you live.
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>>23122677 No fame breh. Don't do this.
Trading is invisible. But pay your taxes.
You got a stare risk figuring this shid out.
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>>23122537 Is this why my body randomly developed hemochromatosis?
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>>23122651 >Hard work to wear out the body while being low stress to ease the mind. I agree, but that is a difficult balance to find.
Emergency medicine and sales are two other, but less than ideal options.
Still better than most things.
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>>23122677 broccoli sprout extract sulforaphane, nac, and fish oil daily will reverse schitzophrenia. it takes about 6 months. you're welcome faggot.
white fucking power
heil hitler
fuck kikes
fuck niggers
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>>23122677 I'm out, said what I had to. Peace out.
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>>23122682 I know what you mean, I have to be silent and invisible to her right? apart from blogging ocassionally etc
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>>23122659 >>23122662 I went even this site was down.
The mods are deleting on topic threads, deleting half the replies in threads rendering the conversation/thread completely useless, and they will ban users for "typing like another poster".
The mods there are full blown schizo narcissists.
The 8s weren't much better.
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>>23122670 The emotional obsession that…. Sorry, delusional thoughts were mentioned. There are other components such as fragmented reality, disruption of social interaction, persistent thoughts, etc.
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>>23122509 Maybe delete your instagram and also just ignore the schizo thoughts?
It should be pretty simple to live as a schizo. Just don't believe flat Earth birds are fake chemtrail shit.
Does a jew benefit from this? Can a jew be accidentally harmed by this? Ask yourself this whenever you get a schizo thought.
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>>23122509 I read some article about a year ago that there was a new treatment of schizophrenia that wasn't based on drugs, but rather was based on therapy that helped patients evaluate which ideas were likely true and false. It was very, very successful, but had to be started quickly to be effective.
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>>23122683 Fairy like magic creatures from folklore, not faggots or Tinkerbell.
The original fairy's were like wood nymphs or something akin to dragons, and may or may not be real interdimrndionsl beings.
They could be good, bad, or tricksters.
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>>23122687 Johnny Bravo does well investing and will teach you...for a price.
I have a thing against usury, but if you are willing to overlook that, you can do it.
https://www.bravofutures.com/ Anonymous
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>>23122690 >Just don't believe flat Earth birds are fake chemtrail shit. Anonymous
>>23122677 bro , you need find someone normal that you can talk too. The people here are just going to try and troll you or feed you new delusions like the parasite stuff.
Find someone you can trust, talk to them about the strange thoughts your are having.
If the person you trust tells you its not real, believe them if you can.
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>>23122691 >but rather was based on therapy that helped patients evaluate which ideas were likely true and false. That's like teaching someone to surf in a fish tank.
Knowing what to do and applying it when reality takes a breather are two entirely different things.
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>>23122688 Bring down the tard storm! We are everywhere! It's our time retarded bros!
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>>23122687 Be invisible to the world. Block out the "third body". If you're doing it right it's just you, mom, and her (and maybe her kids if she has em.)
Don't waste time. Don't smug out either, absorb that shid. The world doesn't give a shit how great you are.
Anyways I'm gone.
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>>23122695 >find someone normal that you can talk too then
>talk to them about the strange thoughts your are having. You must be new here.
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>>23122695 I know, he knows a lot the leaf person, but he mentioned to just move on, take the meds, stay healthy etc, thats common sense. But he's spot on on the connection thing. I feel like I'm taking this too lightly.
I will take the meds
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>>23122509 Look into the work of Abram Hoffer and Linus Pauline, orthomolecular medicine.
>elaborate further Nope.
A true schizophrenic would be so desperate for relief they'd do their due diligence.
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>>23122678 I see what you mean, and movement issues are a common symptom
I think OP isn't that far along and getting into that would help a ton
I think the most important thing is to have a job that isn't facing the general public, as you can still work when symptoms are bad without having stress heaped upon you
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>>23122700 Dude don't move on, you can literally just own her by solving the money formula.
This is how you get lead into heaven. You're obviously good moral standing but you gotta play a little dirty here. Just own her with the right dollar amount.
Okay, now I'm out.
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>>23122565 >Does schizophrenia also impede one's ability to understand that he has schizophrenia? Only when you're in the grip of psychosis. Psychosis isn't the sum total of schizophrenia.
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>>23122616 > Hidden microphones are am actual thing. They'll literally break into your house just to change your clock or move a paper somewhere else to gaslight you into thinking you're loosing it, or to remind you that their still there. Ok but why are they keeping tabs on my 55 year old unemployed uneducated drug addict cousin who lives with his mom
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>>23122703 >This is how you get lead into heaven. I know that. Anyways thanks for everything, you could give me something to read so I could know what you know tho :)
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>>23122705 I never said they were, but probably the same reason they're fucking up the future of a 4 year old child.
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>>23122583 >Why are schizos so self-important? When you're in the grip of psychosis getting tormented by demons then it tends to play into the feeling of being observed, anon, plus there's the added paranoia dimension that comes with the condition.
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>>23122565 >Does schizophrenia also impede one's ability to understand that he has schizophrenia? to a point
when you get it in your head that coworkers or your boss are plotting behind your back, or making your computer freeze when you're about to book a reservation, it can be very hard to not let that spiral up into worse and worse thoughts
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>>23122706 One more thing, grow ya hair and beard out, and bun your hair under a red hat.
Perfect mind meld with her. Blocks out the riff raff.
Don't be lead. Just ungabunga your knowledge. Always execute.
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>>23122712 that's too much and you know this
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>>23122509 Meditate, walk in nature, drink lots of water and get on a 5 day a week workout plan. Good luck anon.
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>>23122509 Take the meds. Sucks but u are fked
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>>23122509 Get sleep, exercise, sun, walk barefoot, vitaminD3, & a B complex, plus electrolytes. keep phone use to a minimum and maybe put that bitch in the microwave when you sleep.
You won't lose your power, in fact you'll have more power without the paranoia. And you will find out that some of the stuff that you were paranoid about was actually true, but you can deal with that much better by blocking out all the mental noise with the suggestions above
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>>23122511 Your a schizophrenic but your delusions are based upon jewish mysticism.
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>>23122718 More like Jewish plagiarism of preceeding religions.
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Do y0u have the good schizophrenia or the boring one?
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>>23122509 Rebuke the weird thoughts in the name of Jesus.
They aren't yours so don't take ownership.
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>>23122523 HPPD speedrun lol you've clearly never done acid or atleast done shitty acid if you think that's a reasonable dosage; you can't just eat psychs like other drugs and then just wake up normal
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>>23122509 You were told you are something simple.
It's the same as someone calling you a faggot.
It's not help. It's not good. It is not advanced.
These "psychologists" have parasited themselves on medicine. They aren't necessary.
Don't take their drugs. They are brain damage. Fight their affect. Don't accept it. If they make you sleepy: Exorcise. If they make you alert: Sleep.
Do not let them win.
Do not reject medicine though, it is advancement. Drugs are not medicine. They are it's opposite. They do damage. Medicine is repair and function gaining eg getting disabled people to walk. It has nothing to do with making people disabled. It cut out brains. It is NOT the good guy.
The joke is they don't know how people think and want to do the best for them. Their solution is always drugs and confinement. They get money destroying people. They don't know how to work for the benefit of others. Try and save them if you want, make the psychologists try... Try at being decent, doing something productive, instead of being parasites.
But it's not likely they will.
Some may try to do the right thing in a bad system, and if not for them it'd be much worse. People not getting let out etc.
So be nice. But don't let them convince you you are something small and defective. Be something. Be the good guy. Be you.
Be self sufficient. Look after yourself, so resources can be spent on others more needy.
Psychologists should be getting you to be a good guy. That might not be as easy as telling you your strengths. I kind of think it is. I get that from music and such now and it's helped me do good. Stopped letting suggestions I'm bad or nothing from being made true by me.
Psychologists could be interested in how people think. Appreciative. Get them sexual. Get them to being good sexually. Good for a member of the opposite sex and in general. Looking for stuff they are interested in. Peices of their man/woman.
Maybe they would if they were looked after more.
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Basically psychologists should be finding a way in which you're good. Getting you out to get your good done in world. Effort is what makes things good. Using our effort we can make things better. We consume resources, and we can do a better job than them for them. Eg a house provides comfort. We can maintain the house. It can't itself. But it can provide comfort. We can farm, build, make advancements. Make people walk again with robotics. We can make heaven. And we can save others from hell.
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Effort prevents confusion too. Being in heaven yourself, having it easy and good, arms you with the strength to help. You want to keep heaven normal. You know what good looks like. And can raise others to it. Sort of have that duty, if not to deserve heaven and make the heavenly truly good, then to maintain it. Have it passed on if you or it falls. Keep it true. Keep the impossible triumphs done and doing. Heard Philadelphia after walking someone in a wheelchair around in a circle from service station to hospital and back, worth the trip to hear that. Some Aboriginals trying to have a party. Police station wouldn't have him in their jail as a solution. Thought there were services, are maybe, but he was kicked out of them. I know what it's like to be aggressive. He expects them to get it. Doesn't communicate enough. People need privacy. For that to be good they need to communicate more. And what's said decent. Worth remembering. He sang a song. He'd be a better recording than a record. Sing it better. It more important than a broken leg and no-one to care for him. At least in his opinion. That is honourable. All the hardship nothing compared to something that means something. Off too find him somewhere to stay, his family, maybe pay/offer PS5pro. Something. No problem that defeats me/man. He's already helped you. Trying is progress. Might not be solved, but a better result will be acheived than inaction. Momentum/progress may be applied elsewhere.
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Also don't tell others they're bad, they might believe it and be that. Tell them how they're good. How what they do is right. How they prevent bad/worse happening. Get them to remain faithful good comes from good and to minimalist the bad they do. Try and do more good by everyone, especially what is being good, what can do good. Get others to that. Show them good stuff, pass on how they themselves were good and how to be. Practice more than preach. Do things that would have right/good championed. Not necessarily known by who they're for. Hear Philadelphia on the radio/someone's playlist and know someone cares, because you do. Have a common bond with depleted heroes who have done all they can.
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>>23125639 >>23125681 >>23125747 >>23125778 Low levels of antipsychotics can and do help with mania. The problem is psychologists/parmacists have textbook definitions of dosages meant to work for everyone. People, like schizophrenia, are different. Meds are not a "one shoe fits all" solution, it takes time and effort to get the dosages right, something that doctors don't think about as they have hundreds of people seeing them. If you do go on meds and they are zombifying you, unless you've been a threat to yourself or others in the past, you probably need your meds adjusting. Finding the right level that works for you is key to living a good and worthwild life on meds.