>>23141896It's indeed a common occurrence for me to stop respecting these people as soon as I get to know them deeper. This is not always the case though, sometimes I end up admiring them even more and feel a bigger desire to see them suffering and losing everything. It's hard to imagine myself getting close enough to these people to make them feel bad about themselves using words, and even getting closer hurts me just as much as watching them, but it might be worth the effort if I manage to get them down.
