I was there two and a half thousand years ago, when men used the internet in an attempt to have friends.

I watched Andor season 1. Yes it is good. I won't say anything more. Last night this morning, even with watching all of Andor, sex never goes away. Is it fair? Can you blame me? For doing what I did growing up? And now this... all this. Look at me. I have nothing, and still it never goes away. Doomed forever to be haunted by sexual perversion and desire over and over beating me down making me feel I can't do anything else, and that I should just die. It doesn't help when society doesn't want me, everybody hates me.
Sorry, I've been watching so many TV shows lately I'm starting to talk like an actor.
It's all I can think about, it's constant. There's nothing else, there's never been anything else! I fight and I'm so weak and everything is always against me it feels. I just don't want it. I wish it never came to me, I wish none of this had ever happened.