I had incredible sex with a women already in a relationship. The guy she is with is a total failure at bed but she is with him. She wants to have lovers and want a free relationship with this guy.

And yet this woman is so fucking attractive we could be great together but despite the great sex she stay with the other one.

What this degenerate story says about me and about that women? I feel doomed because it’s a fucked up way leading to frustration. I cannot «have» her but I can hang her ass. I want the whole damn thing and she won’t let me enter her life.

I hate relationship because of this type of shit.