>>23265615I think Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer was the original point as to why I'm so fucked in the head and wierd about my sexual preferences. Ever since I saw the girl deer in that movie it made me feel...something. little 4 year-old me didn't know what it was, but it was sure SOMETHING, lemme tell 'ya.
Even before then, when I was 10 months old I had my stuffed penguin. I felt a certain...way towards her, always kissing and cuddling her, holding conversations with her in my head. I can remember stripping naked at bedtime and rubbing myself all over her.
Then when I got my mitts on a copy of Pokémon Diamond and saw Lopunny's sexy figure you can sure bet that it made little 12 yo anon feel VERY happy down in his pants. Both her and my penguin have been constants in my life.
Fast forward a few years later, and anon discovers what hentai is. He watches Highschool DxD and it makes his dick hard for the first time seeing Rias Gremory fully naked. That was the tipping point.
I can remember going on Pornhub and watching full fanservice compilations of the show. Seeing Rias in that purple sling bikini did something for me too. I saw Senran Kagura Shinovi Master and saw Ryuko in that little heart string-bikini and I was the horniest I've ever been in my LIFE.
Needless to say I'm not attracted to real wemon. I can remember getting my rocks off to characters like Liru the Wolf and Bell Nee-San and other anthros. Hell, I might be a semi-furry.
I think that's part of the reason why im content with plushies and body pillows. My penguin that I've had since I was a baby is starting to tear apart and missing an eye, but I still love hear so, SO dearly. I can remember I would think up fantasy scenarios in my head where she would mommy me.
I also went ahead and ordered an R-18 Nude ver. cover of a Hatsune Miku daki off of Cuddly Octopus. I've been attracted to her for several years, and I can't wait for it to arrive.
Thank y'all for listening to my Ted Talk.