My life is shit, I don't wanna live it. No one cares about me, they will laugh or dismiss me when I die. I find this world shit. I stopped believing in fantasies like Christianity because there's no hero or savior in this world. Everyone is dominated by hatred and greed. I can't abandon my roots, which belong to this shithole country. I wish I had Nord features but I can't, I wish I was born in a Scandi country but I can't. I'm just wanting for my death as living is useless.