>>23327072I showered with soap to clean myself of that smell. Armpit infection wasn't cured with a cream I was given for that. It may have had effect, but wasn't continued to completion because I was told not to so the area could be tested.
I since haven't used a cream as not to make it worse and if the bad/problem is on the way to not being such it miight be a betrayal. An infection on my chest there for a decade has ceased to show or be a problem over this year. Infection showed as a red mark.
I've adjusted to the heat, sweat, but comfortable. Was laying on sweat soaked sheets. Clean is good, fitness better.
Thumb is injured from fighting. Will heal itself.
I like my body. I take for granted it can handle anything. Moat fights I take the pinches rather than fighf back. The two, three times I remember throwing pinches myself I won. Won others not throwing any too. Recent I enjoyed fighting as rememberance of who I am. That I stand against wrong becoming normal.
Previously, up to several years ago I preferred to lose. Make a stand, but not hurt them. Felt guilty when walter was stopped from trying to intimidate me and grow stronger, with a punch, and chris was punched after trying to impress others maybe I gave the impression werent welcome to play with me and friends, cricket.
Lot between then, but I don't remember much of them. More important to make a stand than to be seen as the winner. Win enough and better in making a stand whatever the odds. Especially in bad odds. And for others.
