i'm fucking tired of laying awake every night doomscrolling, and having my brain ear fucked with stupid shit that doesn't make any sense, the only things i use the internet for are buying manga, watching anime and listening to music. i sometimes use it to talk to friends and family and i did sort of feel fear of missing out when i deleted instagram, but i seriously don't miss it. so much of the internet is just random bullshit i don't need. and i feel like it stunted everyone's social awareness in the pandemic. i suck at socialising in real life and just say stupid shit without thinking to compensate. i don't know how much this will change things but i feel like it is a step in the right direction to at least clear my mind, because my thoughts are messy as hell and i don't even know what to think about.
i know its kind of ironic posting this on 4chan where a lot of internet memes originate, but i feel like 4chan isn't as commercial or easy to get lost in as other social medias, it's like discord to me, a chat forum where i can speak freely ig. as much as i love browsing the wired, it has ruined me.