>>23327683>How does that even work?idk man but i feel that made me a better person. okay actually that might just be me talking nonsense.
>How can one start out jaded and then get more trusting?perhaps it has something to do with my family living situation and being born with a "misconfured" brain. i want to go onn a tangeantand explain everything to you but i'm so tired my clonidine finally got here and then it acted very fast so no more shaking, nauseousness, and being unable to sleep. my eyes are blinking extremely slowly right now lol. it's like slow motion but just my physical body and not time.
i was such a pessimistic piece of shit in middle school.
