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>get gf that i dont really love but i say i love because she said she loves me
>mask starts to slip
>want to go back to being alone
>she leaves, which is what i wanted, end up being alone, sitting in my dark room, drinking and using PC (dont even enjoy gaming anymore) and listening to sad music, accepting im a failure and re-realizing all of my mistakes
>can only fall in love if im obsessed with the girl, i am picky and ungrateful
>intimidated by college, dont even know where to start, it unironically feels like an impassable wall because i know im too stupid for college
>sleep schedule keeps getting worse and worse
>hypochondriac episodes
>wellbutrin isnt working
>got fired
>continuing down the cycle of working night shift security jobs so i rarely have to deal with people
>therapy is useless
what causes this level of retardation?