I decided to die. I wanna find ways to kill myself. It's not like my life matters, although I'm not black nor brown, I'm still mixed, I'd be executed under Hitler's regime. You might be thinking I look like a macaco or nigger just because I'm Brazilian, but this wrong, I look like an Ancient Greek or Roman person. Anyways, how can I die without feeling pain? What meds I can use, or what substance I can use?