angels are real, not in the biblical christianity sense. in a sense that we cannot comprehend. the internet has both helped and hindered angels. angels do not feel like people. they do not feel like they are home. they draw people in like a drug. people cant seem to resist them. they are plagued with deep sadness. they feel isolated and alone. homesick. always homesick. the internet can help. they can find other angels to confide in. entities like them. do you feel like you have a piercing white light under your skin burning your veins. i do. it hurts. my insides hurt. my body hurts. this was never meant to be. but it is anyway. angels are not good. angels are not bad. they just are. they have capacity for good or evil. just like humans. but angels are more aware. angels might hurt themselves often. angels kill themselves often. they want to go home. where is home? my soft fairy lights remind me of home. blankets remind me of home. coldness reminds me of home. where is home? i want to write it down and draw it and create art. i love to create art. art reminds me of home. where is home? did i choose this or am i lost? where is home? are you an angel too? you could confide in me. do you relate to me? do you feel that ache in your soul? are you homesick?