They say dreams can be a way of communicating with the divine. And the Kurt Cobain dream did feel really eerie but not in a creepy way, but in my dream he almost glowed, and it was such a vivid dream, I remembered most of it when I woke up.
I remember, I felt really depressed when I was a teenager I was like 17-18, and I felt a lot of despair, like absoloute despair I just felt like there was no hope for me at all. I was just feeling down about so many things in life, everything was really uncertain and it seemed like it was hanging by a thread. I also think I was really bummed out by my dad's illness, and well, he always disturbed me for some reason, so I guess I just felt disturbed. He would have hated to know he caused me to feel that way, but he just disturbed me as a kid. He was like this weird country kid, he was always surrounded by junk, and growing up our house was surrounded by junk. I remember his trailer caught fire and I listened to "somebodies house is burning" by Jimi Hendrix. He just terrorized me. I don't fully understand why he disturbed me so much actually. I just wanted to get away from them fighting all the time.
So then I had this weird dream I was on a giant cruise ship, and I remember just taking in the sights of the ocean and I was lost in thought, lost in all my worries again I guess, and there were all these people, I wanted to talk to them but I felt like there was no point or I couldn't, and then I see all these people on deck in a circle sitting down, and I realize, holy shit it's bob dylan, and Jeff Buckley, but also there was all these other musicians but I can't remember them, I think Neal Young as an example, maybe Kurt Cobain. So I slowly walk over and just look at them, somehow later on I'm able to sit with them and I don't remember what they said, but a lot of really profound thoughts or ideas were transcribed to me. I remember Bob Dylan and Jeff Buckley the most.
