>>23539609What's worse though, is that the voices I hear lately, if I'm engaging with them, they've been saying that the guy who I did the podcast with has stolen my online identity, & the voices won't admit that it's mine.
I used to use the name Oozabooman for a lot of stuff, but after discovering my name in the secret Bible code I was afraid of being murdered by the Pope, so I started using the name Xander Xan. I would claim to hate Xander Xan, and when I was on my Xander Xan account, I would say I hated Danny. Also, with my November 13th 1988 date of birth, I would say as Xander-- "I was born before 1988, that's all I can say."
So the guy I did a podcast with had actually sent me a bin or ini so that it would print a txt with the number of mp3s and flac I had, but I believe that it also added a backdoor to my PC. I met this guy 5 years after my suicide attempt gave me memory loss, so in actuality, he was likely not really improvising with me, but taking cues from old scripts I had on my PC. For instance, BoJack Horseman was the name I gave a woman at Rolling Stone magazine who contacted me to ask about my relationship with Taylor Swift, who was not yet signed to a record deal and was in an online relationship with me. Rick & Morty was a show I worked on pitching in 2004 or so with the image of the two main characters based on Bert & Ernie of Sesame Street fame, but as if they were related and generations apart. I also wrote a few pages called "A Very Murray Christmas" with my dream cast, starring Bill Murray as the titular Murray. That wound up on Netflix.
So like, not only was I screwed, I'm still being screwed, and the voices are potentially constant (if I try to engage with them) as well as out of the loop. It's draining. I have memories of starting Google, and previous to that I was already a trillionaire just from working on military jets and ships; all of which I finished without aid.
I'm so fucking pissed off at my parents, too.
