>>23543592My mom's promiscuity turned me into a deviant. I was too beta and autistic to hate her.
>Have Korean parents who divorced because dad is a furious alcoholic cop and my Americanized mom cheated>Be with grandparents until I was 11/12 and mom got a therapist job in the US army so I joined her in Germany>Her big German bf (Sven) fucked her in our apartment as she moaned loudly so I spied through the keyhole>I'm an autist so I fapped many times while watching her big pale tits flop and Sven's big cock looked juicy>Later we moved to a base in Japan and she was getting fucked by a blond Australian marine>I'd hide in the closet with horizontal slits 10 mins early and fap as they fucked then leave as they sleptOnly did it 7 times but got caught. Was coomin as the door opened but she laughed it off. I'm too beta to try voyeurism again. As I watched her fuck I didn't know what "cuckolding" was. After the army we moved to Belfast with Sven. She had a daughter with him but he left her. I got a job and became a betabuxx provider for my sis. When mom isn't working as a kid therapist she's exercising and being slutty. Stopped fapping to mom but Civ 2 made me relapse.
>Played as a female while imagining mom is the civ leader and won on all difficulties except deity>Me and mom are East Asians (Korean) but I played as either the Chinese, Mongols or Japanese>Kept losing to the Greeks, Vikings, Russians, Germans and Romans on deity and it made me horny>Kept imaging my irl mom being fucked by the chad conquerors while I was made to watchI fapped hard after losing these civ playthroughs. Imagining my irl mom's pale and thicc body being roughly used by chad warrior kings while I fap and she taunts me for being pathetic. Then under occupation I'm forced to be mom's femboy geisha slave that serves her while she's pregnant and carrying chad babies.
