>>2354756The longest I went like that, with just saying a few words in a shop, was like 3 weeks I think. I'm still in university so sometimes I have to talk with people.
I made a promise not to die to a person who later betrayed me. I'm not sure if I should keep it out of old love or do it out of indifference.
All I know at the moment is that I'm filthy, need a shower and I'm hungry as fuck but I'm afraid of leaving my room. I'm telling myself that it's gonna be easier to kill myself if I keep it like this.