>>2363408Sure.
Basically doing acid a bunch of times made my perception of societal norms totally dissolve. I realized that things only seem wrong because we were raised to see it that way.
Many people tend to have this same realization on acid but mine was quite profound. I realized that it didn't matter what people who don't like me think of me as long as they don't have the power to influence my life substantially. So only the people I'm friends with need to truly appreciate my personality. Helped me "bee urself bro xD" or whatever you want to call it.
Anyway, during one trip I decided to fap, and that's how it started. I started watching those fake roleplay incest vids and it made me realize that having sex with your own mother, despite being heavily frowned upon, isn't really harming anyone or anything besides the relationship between you two. You still have get the same pleasure as if you were fucking anyone else.
And you can actually get even more pleasure from the wrongness or awkwardness of the situation. A few months after this, I began to dabble in loli hentai.
I began to equate cuteness with sexual attractiveness when it came to anime girls. It gives me that same "wrong" feeling, like sexual pleasure or just having a boner in general don't mix with the girl you're viewing. It was a mind blowing revelation and every day I thank gelbooru for existing.
