>Tfw spent my whole morning reading violent ero mangas about foul, lying, and disloyal (i.e. typical) women getting beat up and raped

I haven't even been fapping to it. Just reading it normally like any other non-porn mango and appreciating it and relating to the themes in a warm and fuzzy way.

I think this means my mental state is deteriorating rapidly and am regressing to my paranoid /r9k/ days from about 2012-2014, but I don't really care.