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Everything I have done in life ends up in miserable failure
Everyone likes to cope and say
>"erm actually you've been trying and putting yourself out there constantly doing things, you just haven't won yet, you're not a loser, losers don't even try!"
But I feel 1000X more of a loser today at 38 having failed everything than I did at 18 when all I did was playing video games and did absolutely nothing else and never tried
Looking at everything I've done in the past 20 years, the winning version of me would be worth like $100M+ dollars with compounding interest taken into account.
Everyone likes to cope and say
>"erm actually you've been trying and putting yourself out there constantly doing things, you just haven't won yet, you're not a loser, losers don't even try!"
But I feel 1000X more of a loser today at 38 having failed everything than I did at 18 when all I did was playing video games and did absolutely nothing else and never tried
Looking at everything I've done in the past 20 years, the winning version of me would be worth like $100M+ dollars with compounding interest taken into account.
