>>23703098>escaping makes me feel like even more of a pussyi don't know how to help in this case, in my personal experience i feel like i would only be sadder if i tried to actually improve since i always knew i would never have results, i'll always will be a social outcast, i'll always be timid and autistic when it comes to social interactions, i just accepted i have no salvation.
but if you think you can be saved, then you should go for it, i just don't really know how to help
do you like your family? you should try spending more time with some of your relatives and ask some advice for them
they probably are going to help you more than anyone here
>sorry, im gonna go to sleep since i woke up at 3am, had a tough day and its already 11pmthat sounds bad... good night, hope you sleep well
