there were tons of people out, both on the poor side of town where i got bananas and the rich side of town where i got lunch, think the economy is very strong right now. when i was getting home i saw a guy i had met in the gym a long time ago, said hi, he seemed happy to see me, but told me he'd been slacking in the gym. i encouraged him to go and he said he would. i told him i'm there around this time so i ought to go tonight, even though i'm not feeling it wanna do cardio, have not had my smoothie, so full from lunch, but i'll go in an hour or so. might make a friend.
slept all afternoon, dreamed about penelope a little, as if she was posting. she wasn't though. my two cute tinder matches chose today to unmatch me -_-. back to square one there. feeling very low, very alone, but both are things i'm used to, i'll endure. christmas comes but once a year. then there's new years though.... truly dislike the holidays, won't lie. even as a kid i didn't like them much, reminded me what an outcast i was, my family really didn't treat me right, just my dad, and he wasn't liked much by them either.
