>>23824947i hit 315k a couple months ago, i'm down 9% from there. my money is fine. my mom's port is 7 figures. i'm up more than 40% this year. i can afford woman. wish i had more though.
but anyways i thought about a lot last night, and it's funny swiftie is ranting about the jews because i thought a bit about it, how weird it is to have the majority of people on earth in one of two religions that basically casts you as evil, and then for the jews to have so much power and everyone hating them and still controlling the world still doing a bunch of evil stuff, how odd and creepy that is. i don't believe in that stuff though, i do believe in god but not in the literal scripture, and i want to tell myself that it's not true but last night i just kept thinking that somebody has gotta be right, and it's probably the christians or the jews, and it was a terrifying thought either way because i'm not either but definitely part of the story if you know what i mean.
anyways down a little bit, not much. got a little bit of sleep, woke up with a mild tummyache, but i'm farding and it's making it better. gonna go confess to my mom about smoking pot. not ready to admit oliv was a scammer, that will take a day or two, but i already warned her she was. that's part of the pain here, the humiliation.
