>>23797879I hardly enjoy being here, I don't know why I'm here, I don't feel like I belong anywhere, I can't stay anywhere for too long without wanting to scratch at my skin and hole myself up somewhere that only I and maybe a few friends can talk very privately, just be and each of them individually
I guess this is just the easiest thing to do when I feel like I have nothing to do, and usually I'm fully anonymous which means there is no significant social pressure like on other social sites, so it feels like I'm not going to get hyperanalyzed by everyone I talk to and be attacked for everything that's wrong with me
I know that'll always happen anyway though, probably..
even when nobody knows it's me, I feel like they're all scary watchers or something weird I can't explain..
