I think I’m gonna use /bant/ as a place to talk about my day, I doubt anybody wants to hear about it but I can be candid and I want to be heard I guess..

The last 2 months has been rough I experienced a lot of losses. Parents split so I lose my chance at a first romance because I have to move to Canada -> I cope and meet someone online who I talk to for awhile(hi if you see this lol)-> I feel euphoric at the fact I have someone I can talk to this often about everything and I’m not bored!! Yay!! -> I cut them off because of a values issue, though I don’t resent them at all. -> I feel lonely and get treated like shit for 3 days leading up to this post because my sister came for xmas-> I give my friend $40 ecard, he’s an alcoholic I’ve been there for him for awhile. Always supportive..-> I vent, “dang that’s rough,” then talks about WoW

I know nobody owes me anything but I feel like it’s always not reciprocal. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong anons