>>23805507>Existing doesn't make sense.Nothing will ever make complete and perfect sense in a universe of flux. 10000 years ago, the best cat was a tiger; today, the best cat is still orange but it's fat, cuddly, and extremely autistic; seemingly nonsensical, however, the conditions that led up to the housecat make sense in their own closed circle.
>I was born to suffer. I don't have what I want.Yes. Regrettably, we were all born to suffer; to feel pain; to lament with the weight of our whole hearts; to desire and lose are two sides of the same thorned coin. You can choose whether or not your suffering has meaning, however. We were also born to see the stars and world in all their glory; to enjoy a week of relaxation after a successful hunt; to adore and love each other. I lament for you anon, that you might not have what you want, as well as the pain you're enduring in life now; if it helps you feel any consolation, though, I want you to know that I love you. I say this with my entire heart: I love you, because I wanted to spend time with and talk with you. Thank you for giving all of us the gift of your presence, in spite of not having what you want.
>I'm obligated to do things I don't want.Also, as are we all. For now, the weight may feel unbearable; there's a chance you may never be able to drop that weight; instead of receiving lighter loads, I see within you, a man who's grown strong enough to carry the weight he was given; one day, you may be relieved of that weight; one day, you may want to shoulder the burdens of others. I believe in you anon!
>Sorry, guys, but I realized living is meaningless.Right now, we can only really determine that existence may be meaningless; there's a chance for meaning with an equal chance for existence to be meaninglessness. Life though, technically has a purpose and meaning; the purpose of life is to grow; life's meaning, though, is a mathematical function with many different answers, including undefined, like nihilism.