>>23809722'cause the game was rigged from the start
>>23809727>then it would be pointless for monks to spend years closing their eyes and spending hours looking inside themselves, asking who they aredo they find out stuff eventually or what? doesn't seem like it to me but i find the idea nice still because nobody has to endure me.
>Maybe you don't need to keep yourself away from being yourself, maybe you just need to understand what you really wantno i really feel like i have to avoid being me. if i don't, i always feel terrible afterwards and actually *actually* want to be shot in the head. i don't know what i really want. i want to live in peace and loneliness i guess but i have none currently.
>>23809736im glad you like it and thanks for the updoots , kind stranger
