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ugh I just think of the japanese the Jomon and the Yayoi two ancestral groups that were some of the first to appear in Japan. I just find it interesting how the Jomon are most often characterized as wearing red and black, there's some reason for this. They are considered more 'native' in many senses of the word, and I wonder, is my mother red and black? I don't really know how to adequately define her
She's a huge sensor, and she's most likely an ESTJ.
I don't really like that my mother is an ESTJ, it would not be my choice. I wonder if ESTJ is just a naturally occurring personality type that can appear in any one family group or not, because through my own theorizing and thinking I have felt that to me, the ESTJs are often not as pure as other types to me.
So I keep harshly judging myself, I have been seriously analyzing my mothers side in terms of how pure she is or something. It's kind of weird I guess, I am just honest with myself about that. I really don't like having an ESTJ mother or being closely related to an ESTJ.
But you could see it as though she's more primitive or something, she just like I said she reminds me of the flintstones or something. But one thing in particular she doesn't seem to 'feel it' as much which also kind of bums me out and makes me not really look fondly at her side.
I'm not sure if she feels it at all. There's no sign that she does, and thus, how could she be my mother? I just find it really peculiar that I am not really very attracted to women who remind me of my mother. I have met some women that are like my mother, women like that seem to like me and honestly, I don't really care for them at all, I feel almost repulsed.
