Comrades, let's try again.

This is like a redux.
I have since been plagued with many doubts about the sanctity of communism, and Marxism altogether. Whether it is as stalwart and dependable as I had previously thought. I started to question the nature of the state, whether or not it's duplicitous in its own right that it is left so undefined and unremarked. Surely, it cannot be a part of some greater machination can it not? what was Marx really attempting to ascribe here in actuality, one cannot say for certain.

But nonetheless, after my worrisome troubles and preconceived notions were abated, I soon started to see a vision of the future being cobbled together and resembling the current socio-political climate. I come to question and rebuke Marx's dialectical materialism
There is an ever-present threat of fascism, but despite this (and largely as result) there will be "left-wing nationalist" (the official term for it)
there will be different factions and groups, some more or less extreme than one another, but you probably don't want a unified whole, the old guard would probably try to attempt that though
the dissolution of capitalism is inevitable
there will probably be more realized feudalism (what they call feudalism now, is unrealized)
progress should be slower and not as extreme
there will be some form of a right-wing still