>>23828697>you are not the only one thinking or planning these thingsDo you plan to do something similar?
>it just makes sense if you ask meIt depends on the individual. I simply consider myself someone who won't achieve what's necessary in life to be well-regarded by those around me. If I were normal, I probably wouldn't think like this.
>do you feel like you could describe those a bit?Sure. Some examples of basic skills I had to learn were how to greet people. I didn't know what to say when I saw someone during the pandemic, but over time I started noticing some patterns which people commonly use, for example, saying someone's name excitedly upon seeing them. Like
>hey, anon!>anoooon (I can't explain the correct intonation in text, so you'll have to use your imagination for now)Another example of something I didn't do back then was to greet people when arriving at places. Nowadays I always say good morning/afternoon/evening when I arrive somewhere. Another issue I had a lot of trouble with was not knowing whether or not I should look people in the eye, and for how long I should do it (yeah, maintaining eye contact for too long can be weird to the other person), but I only need to remember that when I'm nervous, since when I'm comfortable it's like my brain does that analysis for me.
>but i don't know what exactly changesI don't know if it actually happens, but I feel like it gives more weight to my words. It's as if, between two sentences saying the same thing, the one with the swear word manages to convey the feeling of the speak better. As for the use of slangs, if I can't think of something I want to say right away, I say something to buy time like "u know what I'm sayin'" and such.
