>>2382870Hisao looks sad all the time and becomes upset easily and she doesn't remember yesterday except that he came to her room and he might look sad because of her, because people other than him and Emi don't like talking to her and they always say that she's strange and that she says strange things so she tries to say non-strange things but that gives her colorful thoughts so if she wants to say something she doesn't know how and what she says isn't what she thinks because something goes wrong when she talks but it's not like what she thinks is what she should be saying it's more like the idea of the thought but there isn't a word for that unless she invents one so she's been thinking if doing things is better than saying things because the pills she took yesterday made her feel strange and she might have done something she shouldn't have besides she doesn't know if it would be any better if she could say the thought because there is no real telepathy and telepathy would be terrible and useful at the same time but she wouldn't mind because misunderstanding is easy and understanding is not.
