>"i hate you"
She said this to me seemingly effortlessly. No resistance. I thought I was the one for her and she was the one for me. If she wants to get rid of me then she should just get rid of me and let that be the end of it. I don't want her to stay with me if I'm only going to cause her to suffer. She deserves better.
I don't understand. We're both needy and desperate. We've both been searching for love our entire lives. I don't want to feel like I'm taking advantage of her.
She's becoming increasingly cold and distant. Maybe she wants to look for someone better. If she does I won't hold her back. No fussing. I'll just set her free.
This is tough for me to process.