>>23845265Um. Well there were two camps... one from Microsoft and one from Hewlett-Packard. I called them Microsoft, of which I mostly spoke with Bill, and the person I spoke with at HP-- I called Papa. I legit thought he was my now deceased grandfather. I don't even remember why that connection was made at a time before frequency of scanners and digital cameras. But anyway, Papa was also in talks with Nana, at SEARS. I handed each of them patents, not gonna lie, believing it safekeeping for my family--- which was all part of my delusional story.
So in real life, my Nana worked at IBM before she got married, so it was completely possible for my mind to jump to us all having secret lives online.
Nana was working on IPv5, to supercede IPv4, so I threaded 4 & 5 together for an IPv6 that superceded IPv5 and established the already Microsoft conscious IPv4. I think a lot of my decisions were made as a ways of impressing Nana and Papa. But I digress.
My whole family was in good health when I attempted suicide at 16, April 2005. I didn't tell anyone, or leave any note.
Then I survived, with the added bonus of not being able to remember anything... unless jogged. And even that was impossible to perceive with an online identity left with everything on standstill at an unusual time frame... being so young and successful and all.
Um. But that's a lot about me. I don't really know where else to say any of this... but there's a lesson somewhere in there despite my ramblings.
Speaking of how I'm a schizophrenic wreck and all, my meds should be delivered soon. I also wanted to set up an appointment with my psychiatrist.
