>>23848973Anon, you know as well as I that nothing I can say or show you will change your mind.
Not my problem. What you're telling me is that you are begging Christiandom to save you.
You do that yourself by reading the words of Jesus and believing in him and his offer.
So, either stop replying because there's nothing *I* can give you, or seek out what it is you want. That is your choice.