>>23859798nah, it's not something which drives people to feel this way
there's probably somebody/something making you feel this way, it's supposed to feel like a good sustainable amount of pressure but u also have time to relax
some people would look at your post & be like "yo ur so fucking priveleged if your biggest problem is HAVING to get a job/university, when i was 20 i was begging for rice & my house was made of dumpster poop nuggets"
obviously you have real problems, the point isn't that your problems are trivial
but the point is you ARE objectively in decent circumstances, and it would be good to see it positively as an opportunity rather than as a horrible obligation
are there specific reasons you worry about finding a job/university? do these things usually go horribly?
"impending doom" sounds like anxiety more than depression, but i don't know
