>>23867178My life happened, I just feel terrible emotionally all the time now.
I keep telling myself I just need more sleep and exercise and stuff and I will feel better, but I feel betrayed, destroyed, alone, oxytocin levels are low, anxious survival instincts running on overdrive.
Trust issues to the point I don’t even trust myself.
I hate my cellphone and computer, the internet is a toxic slop factory.
I need more education and a job that pays well enough too dealing with toxic people at work is exhausting and the pay feels like I am on a hamster wheel getting nowhere
Thanks for letting me vent sorry I am like this right now
