Forgive me, 4chan, but I really have no one else to vent to. Right now I'm sitting on the balcony of a 12-story building (the tallest building I could find and see in this city).
I lost everything in one day: my girlfriend left me, I'm facing criminal charges, I owe a lot of people money, my girlfriend took my laptop (which I was working on), broke my glasses (my eyesight is -4), and smashed my phone (I barely managed to turn it on). None of my family or friends need me, I'm in a city where I don't know anyone, and I've already written everything down in my notes. I've said goodbye to everyone, and I don't know what to expect from this life anymore. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of being constantly stressed out, I'm only 20, and my hair is almost gray.

My father abandoned my family, my brother and sister hate me, my mother doesn't speak to me, she has millions of loans, and my girlfriend was the only person I could talk to. I tried to mend our relationship, but it got worse with each passing day. I'm not asking for pity, I'm not asking for help, etc. I just want to say that I'm tired of this life.

With my last money I bought some natural juice, a Kinder egg, and a hamburger. I'm sitting here eating this right now. I just wanted to enjoy something for the last time.

Please, no jokes or bullying, I know that everyone on the internet is a beast, I know that there aren't that many kind people, I know that people are all hypocritical and everyone is for themselves, I just tried to be good, I tried to help everyone, but I can't stand it anymore, I can't do this anymore, I've suffered too much