Sometimes I wish my first love would take me back. Sometimes. But why? She's not what's keeping me going anymore. And it's been that way for quite some time now.
It still hurts from when she rejected me. I remember it all. But can I blame her? Maybe she wanted someone better than me and that's understandable.
I should probably stop caring about her. I first loved her when I was 16 and she was completely cut out of my life by the time I was 18. Plus I have someone else now. I want to focus on them but I want to focus on the memory of her too.