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Like for example, I was on the outskirts of town, there were all these mountains and tall trees everywhere, I don't remember where exactly I was I knew the name of the city, but not which area of the outskirts I was on because I'm not sure how I managed to get so far away from the town to where I was able to see tall mountains, but I remember seeing this balloon float up with a red eye on it over the mountains a bit in the distance, it wasn't super big but the eye was pretty clear. It was so scary.
I'm not really sure what I think about the nature of good and evil though. I look at it in a pretty grey manner, and I think it's a lot like in Star Wars, where there really is a dark and light side, though I don't completely agree with either of them entirely, but nonetheless this is how the established order wants you to look at good and evil. But there's a good reason why they're kept so separate, and I haven't come to fully understand it yet. I think to be on the light side you have to have no experienced significant or extreme pain whereas the more suffering you go through, the easier it is to be on the "dark side" as it were. I mean, I feel like I've suffered and gone through enough pain, I just started to accept it instead of deny it, and in way it can be motivating. Like, I can choose to focus on and accept the pain and "negative" feelings, or I can spend all my time feeling depressed and overwhelmed by sadness, but unfortunately, I'll never get anywhere in life then. All in all though, I don't accept a lot of what goes for the darkside, so I am pretty conflicted, I guess.
But what I said about the eye, um, people talk about the jews and all this stuff, but what I witnessed is probably what is really behind who rules the world to an extent. It just drives me nuts, because who knows what they do or how much power they have on affairs. It's really creepy, but I Imagine it's probably like Star Wars a bit.
