Guys it was a good time but I think I'm gonna die
Meth killed me in this case but the stupidity to do multiple 5 day binges back to back since new years with the mutational load and health problems of a typical aspergers
Knew it was bad 2 days ago already could only sleep w benzos and yeah since then my bpm has been like 100 or 40 no in between
and then today I was sitting in the chair and suddenly felt like I had a really bad cold and had to cough only to realize I just didn't get air and my pulse was very low
it's back to over 100 now and I know not to panick but like I also know it's fucked kinda
gonna take a lot of benzos and sleep maybe go to the doc tomorrow if I wake up not gonna ER because I just can't do this
I know board dead but my d*sc*rd is hecking limited and just wanted to type this somewhere lol