>>23914457ah
sounds like trust/intimacy issues, maybe?
>I used to assume it was fake or sarcastic, which hurt people.i've done this before lol
it's good you're aware of it in hindsight, atleast, and want to change
>I’m trying to change, but I still struggle not to push it away or make it awkward.maybe you could be up-front with people close to you, and tell them this is something you struggle with, even if it's embarrassing
it might save them confusion or feelings of betrayal
i don't know if it's a good idea, maybe other anons could say
