I don't give a fuck for relationships anymore, I don't have any purposes in life, and I don't want to live anymore. I hate knowing that I was born in a mixed or non-white family. Knowing I'll never be white or look white really hurts me. I suffer more than any white person living in a 1st world nation does. It's just a venting. You know you can't help me. I'll do it someday, I don't know how or when. I don't wanna any counsel. I just wanna d*e.