I should've listened to them and turned back when I was younger. All the signs were there I just ignored them. I despise what this religion has done to me, and I despise the people in my life trying to force me back into it. I wasted 25 years in this retarded vacuum state and now I've allotted so much life debt that I'll never be able to pay back.
If you think you solely belong to the vampiric "god" Jesus, let me pull you out of your delusions before this shitty religion sucks you dry.
If you're considering converting, DON'T.