I'm starting to look for work again to try and "get mine," but seeing the militarization of society ramp up globally I'm wondering if spending my time at a full time job trying to get my own pot to piss in is now pointless seeing as how I'd likely be expected to be conscripted as drone fodder under a totalitarian state of emergency. If this situation is hopeless and I'm truly a victim of time I feel like I should just spend all my money on booze and party then wait to get sent to prison for refusing service or be executed/tortured into a technical execution (military service).