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>be me
>27
>decently attractive
>fit
>virgin
>lost in life
>become deeply radicalized by far right internet memes
>join aryan only X spaces, read MK, pray for TKD and TND
>Meet a foid with a fucking angelic voice in those spaces
>Cringe simps are bouncing off of her like moths on a lightbulb
>I follow her and join a couple spaces she hosts
>Just a couple so I'm not lumped in with the tards
>I like her posts over months but never comment or DM
>The law of familiarity engaged
>She has enough of X and tells me she's deleting it & leaving & wants to say goodbye
>I tell her I saw this coming and I'll miss her posts
>She says she doesn't want to lose me
>Total BPD desperation engaged
>Deeply in love I get a passport and spend a month in her country
>she’s 37
>hot af aryan
>ran through
>wants to settle down
>needs a “good Christian man”
>from day one she’s in control
>entire being and bank account get atomized by her disorder
>I’m shit under her boot
>my fault because I'm an innocent virgin
>can’t see clearly
>keep thinking there’s nuance
>I can grow into being enough
>she shames me
>pushes me away
>pulls me back
>repeat for weeks
>not a single day without breaking down
>almost rope
>get in car
>leave without saying goodbye
>that was two months ago
>realize balls under chemical attack by corporations
>start testosterone maxxing
>endocrine system in shambles
>fix hormones
>brain fixes itself
>no antidepressants
>no substances
>just feel incredible
>remain undecided about Hitler
>meet a few 10s
>they run through dick like Usain Bolt
>decide to give in
>bag beautiful brown whores
>meet cool jews and blacks
>sorry Hitler
>hard truth hits
>heartbreak is mandatory character development
>you have to put your brokenness out there
>someone either accepts it or destroys it
>that’s how you move forward
>just raise test
>ignoring women is valid
>but don't submit to the real demon, stagnation
>ancestors didn’t survive winters for that
>I’m with you brothers
>persist
>27
>decently attractive
>fit
>virgin
>lost in life
>become deeply radicalized by far right internet memes
>join aryan only X spaces, read MK, pray for TKD and TND
>Meet a foid with a fucking angelic voice in those spaces
>Cringe simps are bouncing off of her like moths on a lightbulb
>I follow her and join a couple spaces she hosts
>Just a couple so I'm not lumped in with the tards
>I like her posts over months but never comment or DM
>The law of familiarity engaged
>She has enough of X and tells me she's deleting it & leaving & wants to say goodbye
>I tell her I saw this coming and I'll miss her posts
>She says she doesn't want to lose me
>Total BPD desperation engaged
>Deeply in love I get a passport and spend a month in her country
>she’s 37
>hot af aryan
>ran through
>wants to settle down
>needs a “good Christian man”
>from day one she’s in control
>entire being and bank account get atomized by her disorder
>I’m shit under her boot
>my fault because I'm an innocent virgin
>can’t see clearly
>keep thinking there’s nuance
>I can grow into being enough
>she shames me
>pushes me away
>pulls me back
>repeat for weeks
>not a single day without breaking down
>almost rope
>get in car
>leave without saying goodbye
>that was two months ago
>realize balls under chemical attack by corporations
>start testosterone maxxing
>endocrine system in shambles
>fix hormones
>brain fixes itself
>no antidepressants
>no substances
>just feel incredible
>remain undecided about Hitler
>meet a few 10s
>they run through dick like Usain Bolt
>decide to give in
>bag beautiful brown whores
>meet cool jews and blacks
>sorry Hitler
>hard truth hits
>heartbreak is mandatory character development
>you have to put your brokenness out there
>someone either accepts it or destroys it
>that’s how you move forward
>just raise test
>ignoring women is valid
>but don't submit to the real demon, stagnation
>ancestors didn’t survive winters for that
>I’m with you brothers
>persist
